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D'Owner!  hii , im Deana :) pggil ak Deden or Dean pun bole . hee . official 16 on 2oktober 2012 . from KK , Sabah . ak suka m'luah so i make decision to make a blog for me . bilank sii kawan bgus kao bt blog then m'luah d cna drpd postpost d fb . ada btul jga apa dea ckap tu :') dont forget to follow me buddie Tagboard!  Credits!
| BERHENTI BERHARAP :') stop hoping is the best to stop the pain right ? hmm :') jdii lebi baek ak brhenti brharap drpd ak skit hati sndri kn ? ak dgn dea cuma kwan . tp ak ndatao knpa prasaan suka tu bule timbul . mgkin d sebabkan cara dea layan ak kali kn ? dea layan ak mmg baek . dea friendly . dea sweet :'3 layanan dea sma ak mmg bt ak jatuh cinta laaa . tpi sygg , dea milik org laen . ak nda bule jga brharap sma org yg sda bpunya ne kn ? sabar sejja laaa . ak simpan sejja dlm hati . ak sabar and ak bt tdaa sejja lao ak sma dea . ak ndamao dea tao ak sukaa dea . bear laa ak sejja yg tao . ak berusaha brtahan . ak ndamao tnjukkan ak lemah . mmg ak sda tlanjur suka dea . shit ! fuck this feeling :'( i hate this so much ! nvrmind . i'll move on . just pretend that he and me just a friend , only friend ! harap dea bahagia sma tu prmpuan . happy jgaa ak lao dpt stay , dpt cer sma dea . tu cukup utk ak sdaa . SAYANG KAO 'kawan' :') sayang mereka :D - Rencie , Jordan , Aby , Apiep , Dedeqx , Chin , Pajir :)     kesayangan ♥ bestie ayent , bestie shary , bestie pykaa ♥   kesayangan Dyda , Adeq , Sheryl , Alany , Ceyen , Kiciey , Anoiy :p ♥   Hazelle My Beloved Sissy ♥ HAZELLE ? dea laa kakak ipar ak paling spoting . i mean bekas kakak ipar . but dea tetap kakak ak yg paling d sayang , paling d cinta ! teda sepa boleh ganti dea d hati ak . dea sorang sejja yg paham ak . slalu ada utk ak . dea slalu advice ak .dea slalu bgi smangat sma ak utk terus brtahan . ak nda sggup khilangan kakak mcm dea . JANGAN PERNAH RAMPASDEA DRI AK ! ak ndamao ! i love her so much ! i dont know how to prove it but i do really love her ! ak nda prnah mnyesal kenal dea . ak lgi brsyukur ak dpt knal dea dri adik dea walaopun adik dea suda tggalkan ak . ak nda prnah myesal , ak brsyukur dpt knal M** . dri dea laa ak dpt kenal hazelle dan nda sgka kmi akan serapat ineh . dea yg buat ak tao erti sayang seseorang . even ak nda sma adik sdaa , dea mc lgi aggap ak mcm adik dea . dea mc layan ak mcm dlu . dea nda prnah ignore ak . dea bagi smangat lgi utk ak :') that's why i love her so much ! without her , i dont know what gonna happen to me . lao kmi gadu , ak nda dpt tahan . ak nda tahan nda blayan sma dea . ak akn sedaya upaya utk pujuk dea and kembali sperti dea . bgitu laa kmi . kmi gadu pun tpi kmi nda prnah bmusuh sbb ak nda sggup . ak perlu dea . dea satu satunyaa kakak ak yg memahami perasaan ak . cumaa deaa ! CHECHE TUTTUT ? AK SAYANG KAO ! JGN TGGAL KN AK K ? AK CUMA ADA KAO SEJJA . KAO SEJJA YG MEMAHAMI AK . SUMPAH AK NDA MAO KHILANGAN KAKAK MCM KAO . ak mintaa maaf klao ak pnah buat salah sma kao k ? sayang kao tutt :') ♥ this is my beloved sissy . HOW CUTE SHE IS , RIGHT ? iloveher :)  the new me :D NEVER GIVE UP !  IM MOVING ON :) day by day . everything changed now . nothing can be the same like before . past is past . i should move on i guess . i dont wanna hurt anymore . enough for this . i think i should find someone to replace him :') everybody said to me 'STOP HOPING ON HIM' . i think they are true . im feel like im stupid hoping on him even i know he never care bout me . honestly i still love him , really love him . but he didnt care bout me , he ignore me . i just wanna show that i really love him . but for him , its nothing . so i've move on . forget about the past and moving on for the future . our sweet memories :')  MISS THIS MOMENT SO MUCH ! I LOVE YOU MACKY ♥ |
